8 June 2010

Two nurses came to see Cho today. The hospice orders are not there yet but when they get there then she can get pain medicine for her knees. I keep questioning myself about taking her off of her anemia medicine which will be fatal to her. It is just that her health is just getting worse and worse. She is not quite a vegetable. She still knows me. She just cannot do anything any more because of her equilibrium. I will be talking with my social worker tomorrow.

Called in to work to tell them I was going to take care of my wife today. So I am cutting out making any money today. I went to Wal-Mart and bought two swimming trunks, some fishing tackle and a plastic box for putting my cuttings in. It has been a long time since I just went to Wal-Mart to buy things. It was a strange feeling yet a good feeling. Also my pants size is now 40/42. That was a nice confirmation. Since my other pants were falling off of me and I did not compute why. LOL. Besides the fact that I don't have a butt. :)

Went to my back yard and took several cuttings and then prepped them and put them in this "rooting box." I was trying to figure out how to put a plastic lid over the styrofoam cooler I had bought and then it fell all together that all I needed to do was buy a plastic box and fill it with seed starter. It looks like I have a minature forest. I put it in my computer room so that it has a bit of sunlight and we will check on it weekly. People enjoy receiving my cuttings and I enjoy giving them away. I want to go to this one yard and ask them what they are doing. It is like they have a massive greenhouse in the back and the fruit of their labors are stacked and displayed in the front. Mr Beasely has sign in his yard saying vegetables for sale. He says he doesn't make any money but it pays for his hobby.

Caught two croakers today. One was about 3" and the other one I took home and cooked it and shared it with my sweetheart and she enjoyed it. I finally broke down and bought some blood worms. Consequently I started catching fish.

Voted for Scott Rigel today. Cho refused to go vote. We will see what happens. He is not the
"TEA PARTY" candidate. I think he will do just fine though.