Worry List

The other day I received a piece of mail that just broke the camels back. Thing after thing after thing was turning into putrid excrement. My ability to juggle all the worries of my life just came to a standstill. I could barely sleep at night. I spent the night turning it all over to God and praying for an answer.
At one point, I mentally listed all my worries. Then I finally got out of bed and printed them out. I looked hard and long and I think I got all the most pressing ones. I realise that I am not suppose to worry but when I can't sleep at night it is time to take action.
Then I got up and listed steps to solving all my worries. Breaking it down to actions that I had to face the consequences of. Since that time, I have taken steps which have lead to other steps but I am doing something about my situations. I also talked with other people and they invited me to join the club.
Alas....I am not God.